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May. 14th, 2010

Writer's Block: Mind reader

In three words, describe what's currently running through your mind.

resentment, longing, healing

May. 10th, 2010

Writer's Block: Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

Do you give your vehicles names? If so, what are they?

Yep...I drive a Gold Impala and his name is Gianni. He's italian. LMAO I don't know where I come up with this shit. My first car was Gina....she was purple, a Chevy Cavalier. I loved her. She was my baby, but she started to fall apart.



I pretty much name everything.



Computer- Wendy
Guitar- Americus..actually Ms.Gladys named him :)
My Bongs...Barbados, Orphan Annie, JoJo, Mr. LaFish...the other 2 don't have names

Apr. 14th, 2010

.....

I feel like im getting better and better everyday.

I still miss you though. I still get a misrable feeling when I think about you. Ever since you texted me your all I think about. Sometimes it feels unbareable. Sometimes I wanna reach out to you but know I wont get the response I want. I have to talk myself out of it everyday. After the text that urge got stonger. "....maybe some day we will catch up..." That gave me no hope. I have to keep pushing on to function. I miss you more than you know or care to know.


......why couldnt we work?

Mar. 7th, 2010

Not so quick fix

I feel like I've been going through withdrawls for the past couple of days.



Seeing her today gave me a little fix.




One day at a time.......because whats meant to be....will be.

Dec. 30th, 2008

Go Team!!

I haven't slept alone for the past 4 nights...and I haven't slept in my own bed for the past 4 nights






........I think I'm under a spell
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Dec. 11th, 2008

(no subject)


KANYE WEST - HEARTLESS LYRICS

[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless..
How could you be so heartless?
Oh.. How could you be so heartless?


[Verse 1]
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely


[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless..
How could you be so heartless?
Oh.. How could you be so heartless?

[Verse 2]
How could be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know..
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, I won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless..
How could you be so heartless?
Oh.. How could you be so heartless?

[Verse 3]
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<best line>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night...

[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless..
How could you be so heartless?
Oh.. How could you be so heartless?

May. 22nd, 2008

(no subject)

R.I.P Abra




.................i love you

Mar. 2nd, 2008

In fucking love

So last night Ebony and I went to see  Cirque Du Soleil!!!!


It was the most amazing thing I have ever watched in my entire 21 years of life..maybe an exaggeration...but it was amazing. I loved  every minute of it.  Its just amazing to see some of the things the performers can do with their bodies. My favorites were the clowns and the two acrobat girls. It was great. Before the show we walked around downtown Charlottesville which is actually quite nice. I had never been to Charlottesville prior to this and I dont know what I thought it would be like...needless to say it wasnt want I expected. It almost reminded me of downtown Richmond where you can pretty much always find something to do. There was an art gallery, different food places,ice cream shops, a movie theater and a ballet on the same strip. I was really amused by this HUGE wall in the middle of the square which was a chalk board. I wrote my name and a few other things on it...lol...All in all it was a great trip. I want to see all the Cirque Du Soleil shows now...guess that means I gotta get rid of my fear of flying, save some money and take my ass to Vegas....................

Feb. 10th, 2008

Uhuh I did it.....

So I have decided to make my journal FRIENDS ONLY 
I didn't want to because I didn't think it was a big deal
But it is now....too many people reading it
and adding in their 2 cents when they dont need to




You know what to do.....
Leave a Message at the beep


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Dec. 31st, 2007

(no subject)

HAPPY NEW YEARS FOLKS!!!


******************************************************************************
Well another year has gone by...



What have i accomplished??

1. I have a fab job that i plan to stay at
2. I have started school again
3. I still have my apartment and car
4. I have made numerous great friends that i want to take into 2008 with me
5. My family is happy and healthy


What do I need to leave in 2007??

1. TENISHA
2. My money spending habits
3. TENISHA
4. Bad relationships
5. TENISHA
6. People who bring drama and aren't good for me
7. TENISHA
8. Being lazy, I need to workout more
9. TENISHA



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.....Tonight I plan to hang out at my Aunts house...there be a lot of people coming, my mom and sister will be there...my mom will be the DD cause i plan to get fucked up actually....I should be in church or something on new years..but i wanna shake stuff up a little, get a little tipsy and not remember the end of 2007.. ya feel me!?!?.....anyway....I hope everyone has a wonderful and happy new year...this year will be one for the books, Im determined to own my destiny!! (cheezzzy I know)...but hey i can do that shit!!

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